Times they are a' changing..

I feel things changing and i'm exited but nervous about what the new year will bring. I hope that things improve for my mum's health, that she is restored and healed and above all happy. I have faith things will be okay and that whatever happens we will be strengthened as a family unit and that It will have taught me how to be a kind and better person through difficult experiences. A big wish for me personally is that I'm able to establish myself more as a professional musician, do more events and venues, write more songs and finally quit my £6 an hour barmaid job - hurrah! I love my colleagues but hell, the money is just shocking. 

<3 the past, the present and the future!

Cute little goat!!!

Starry Eyed

Did my first proper payed wedding today and loved every minute of it, I got so emotional too because it's my close friend Lucie's sister Linsi who got married, full on cried. Haha.. so lovely.

It's so nice to feel like me again.

Nothings real but love...

Sometimes.. you need to remind yourself of all the wonderful love that has been shown to you.. and even in times of despair and struggle, there's always hope. 

A little light that is always glowing even though it's small at the moment doesn't mean your fire won't burn brightly again.

sometimes your best isn't good enough

Some people are shit.
Enough said.

fire

Had the mother of shit days.


Epic rage = almost broke the garden fence.

quick, grab the ladder...

Those little hats you get when you buy an innocent smoothie are so cute, Lucie my friend from work got me one the day I went into work when my mum was having her operation. Little things make such a massive impact, just the little smoothie and the hat made me feel loved.


Things are still difficult but better. I'm trying to keep my morale going and to smile, I think if I didn't have a sense of humor i'd be dead.